Cintaku.. Kepadamu...

Andai kau dapat melihat hatiku

Andai saja kau dapat membaca fikiranku

Betapa ruang jiwaku penuh dengan bayangan dirimu

Menghiasi hari-hariku

Senyum dan suaramu teduhkan jiwaku

Cintailah aku dengan kesungguhanmu

Jika kau hidup sehingga 100 tahun

Aku hanya ingin hidup hingga 99 tahun kerana aku tak rela hidup tanpa kau

Apa nak buat??

Aku suka semuanya tentang kau!

Tekan ke bawah jika kau merinduiku….

Tekan lagi kalau masih rindu…..

Lagi….

Lagi….

Masih tekan lagi???

Nampak sangat rindu…..

Aku juga sedang merinduimu…

Kalau cinta ibarat penyakit,aku tidak mahu makan ubat.

Biar aku merana diserang penyakit ini

kerana aku ingin kau tahu betapa aku mencintai kau!

Orang kata kita hanya jatuh cinta sekali saja.

Tapi setiap kali aku mendengar suaramu,

aku jatuh cinta sekali lagi!

Aku berasa sesuatu dihatiku…ia seperti bara yang kecil.

Setiap kali aku melihatmu,

bara ini menyala dan ia sungguh istimewa

kerana AKU CINTAKAN KAU!

Andai hatimu penjara,

biar aku dipenjara seumur hidupku di dalam hatimu…

Tuhan memberikan rasa cinta dalam diriku,

dan aku memberikannya kepadamu.

Tolong jangan diberikan lagi kepada orang lain.

Aku mahu kau tahu aku menyintaimu setulus hati..

bukan hipokrit…

bukan cinta palsu..

bukan ada kepentingan….

Ini adalah cinta tanpa syarat….

Aku begitu menyintaimu…..

Betapa indah pun perkataan,

tidak boleh sama untuk menyatakan cintaku padamu…

Cintaku adalah bara yang sentiasa menyaladan

semakin marak ditiup kerinduan kepadamu…..

Jika mencintaimu satu kesalahan…biar aku bersalah.

Cintaku kepadamu sangat kuat dan akan kuperjuangkan hidup ini demimu…

Cinta kita banyak ranjau.

Tapi percayalah ia tidak sedikit pun mengurangkan cintaku padamu….

Kau adalah insan teristimewa dalam hidupku

Aku tidak dapat hidup tanpamu…..

kerana kaulah nyawaku……

Mencintaimu adalah perkara terindah yang pernah berlaku dalam hidupku.

Tidak mungkin aku melupakanmu seumur hidupku.

Kaulah kekasihku yang pertama dan terakhir

dan kaulah cintaku dari dulu, kini dan untuk selamanya...

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dipetik dari zeelahworld.blogspot.com

Jalanku... Menuju Cinta..

Rasanya aku pernah berada disini, berlari diantara pohon – pohon cemara, yang bergelayut tertiup angin kencang. Sebenarnya kaki inii lelah, menendang banyak kerikil yang terkadang masuk kedalam sepatu tuaku.

Sungguh aneh, berada di jalan yang sudah lama aku tinggalkan. Namun tak kuasa hati ini ingin pulang, bertemu dengan-nya, dia yang tak lelah memandang wajah kotor ini, dengan senyum lebarnya. Kedua tangannya yang selalu terbuka untuk memelukku, dan suara pelannya yang begitu manis terdengar di telingaku.

Aku tetap saja rindu, pada hati yang mencinta, walau waktu berjalan tanpa belas kasihan, meninggalkan begitu banyak cerita, begitu banyak kenangan, begitu banyak pedih.

Terkadang, dalam hitungan yang tak bisa lagi terucap, aku memikirkan dia. Diantara riuh rendah hari, suara bising orang – orang, aku menginginkan keheningan itu. Keheningan yang tercipta hanya karena aku letakkan namanya dalam hatiku.

Walau tak mungkin tahu apa yang harus kuhadapi dalam jalan ini, tapi aku tahu ada dia disana, dan ingin rasanya menyusuri ketidaktahuan, hanya untuk dia.

Jalan ini memang bukan jalan baru, namun sepasang kaki ini adalah kaki – kaki lama yang pernah kupakai sebelumnya untuk menemukan rumahku.

Sebuah rumah dengan telaga dibelakangnya, berdindingkan kehangatan, dan beratapkan doa. Dimana aku bisa masuk dan tak harus keluar lagi, dimana aku bisa berdiam, untuk waktu yang lama, hingga diri ini bisa mengalahkan waktu, dan selamanya memiliki dia.

Aku sayang dia....

Dipetik daripada Tee.

Twilight..

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a teenage girl and a vampire. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother re-marries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Edward is a vampire, but he doesn't have fangs and his family is unique in that they choose not to drink human blood. Intelligent and witty, Edward sees straight into Bella's soul. Soon, they are swept up in a passionate, thrilling and unorthodox romance. To Edward, Bella is what he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when a clan of new vampires - James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) - come to town and threaten to disrupt their way of life?

ABOUT TWILIGHT: Based on the #1 New York Times Best-Selling series with over 17 million books in print by Stephenie Meyer, TWILIGHT is a cultural phenomenon, with a dedicated fan base that eagerly awaits this movie. There are over 350 fan sites devoted to TWILIGHT, and it has been chosen as the New York Times Editor's Choice, a Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year, Amazon's "Best Book of the Decade...So Far", Teen People's "Hot List" Pick, and The American Library Association's "Top Ten Best Book for Young Adults" and "Top Ten Books for Reluctant Readers," among others. Critically acclaimed director Catherine Hardwicke brings to life this modern, visual, and visceral Romeo & Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.

Siuk Cetanya!!! aku mau liat g sekali~ i watched it wif a fren.. masa mlm minggu.. show kul 11.45pm~ huhu~ aher tuh~ and aku mau liat lagi~!!! p/s: rambut lelaki ani lawa~ haha~ and sedikitlah sal cutiku ani ah~ aku beparam saja dibilikku.. d rumahku saja.. except for jalan2.. photo2 shooting~ sama my bestfren n famz saja~ haha~ siukz lah~ tho nda payah belayar2.. aku sabar saja.. nada usin.. :p bah2~ bawa n lanja aku liat twilight g ah!! haha~ thnx!! aku mau liat g mlm ani.. DVD alum tarang ah~ huhu~ (Lanj!).. i miss Deepz.. n school~ hehe~ weird~

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Di Atas Sajadah Cinta

"Ilahi, kasihanilah hambaMu yang lemah ini. Engkau Maha Tahu atas apa yang menimpa diriku. Aku tak ingin kehilangan cintaMu. Namun Engkau juga tahu, hatiku ini tidak mampu mengusir pesona kecantikan seorang makhluk yang Engkau ciptakan. Saat ini hamba sangat lemah berhadapan dengan daya tarikan wajah dan suaranya, ya Ilahi, berikanlah padaku cawan kesejukan untuk meletakan embun-embun cinta yang menitis-nitis dalam dinding hatiku ini. Ilahi, tuntunlah langkahku pada garis takdir yang paling Engkau redhai. Aku serahkan hidup matiku untukMu." Isak Zahid merayu kepada Tuhan yang Pencipta hati, cinta dan segala keindahan semesta.

Zahid terus meratap hiba. Hatinya yang dipenuhi gelora terus dipaksa untuk menepis noda-noda nafsu. Anehnya, semakin dia meratap embun-embun cinta itu semakin deras air mata mengalir. Rasa cinta dan rindunya pada Afirah. Dan rasa tidak ingin kehilangannya. Semua bercampur dan mengalir sedemikian hebat dalam relung hatiny. Dalam puncak munajatnya.....

ketahui kisah seterusnya di dalam novel "Di Atas Sajadah Cinta" oleh Habiburrahman El Sirazy.

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Seorang Penakut Meringkuk oleh Zeelah

Seorang penakut meringkuk di sudut gelap

Menatap langit yang suram

Membatin

‘Mengapa hariku selalu mendung?’

Ceria wajah gadis manis memandangnya hangat

’Mengapa kau berada dalam kelam?

Tidakkah matahari telah menebarkan senyumannya kepadamu?’

Seorang penakut menatap ceria wajah gadis manis

Yang memandangnya hangat

Membatin

’Mengapa aku tidak punya hari secerah dia?’

Ceria wajah gadis manis mengulurkan tangan’

Mari, bersamaku kita menyongsong matahari

Ia sudah tidak sabar melihatmu diselimuti cahayanya

’Sang penakut menggeleng perlahan’

Kau tidak pernah tahu rasanya takut

Kau tidak pernah menghadapi takut

Kau tidak pernah melihat takut’

Ceria wajah gadis manis berganti murung’

Tidakkah kau tahu, takutmu berwujud

karena kau sendiri yang memilih takut

Kau sendiri yang membiarkan takut melingkupi hidupmu

'Seorang penakut meringkuk di sudut gelap

Bertapa kuat tangan gadis manis menggapai

Ia terus meringkuk, rapat

Menyembunyikan diri dari terang

Membiarkan takut menyelimutinya.

dipetik dari http://zeelahworld.blogspot.com/

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Tagged from ateeQa

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kabob - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

(mencek jua ku g tuh~)

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scarred

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - The cut toenails

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water - Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family

**********Dear (the last person who leaves comment in your blog),I don't really know how to tell you this, but [1.I dislike you]. I think I realized it [2.When I saw the shrunken head]that night [3. In your camping car]in your closet and i saw you [4.Sit on] [5.Bill Clinton]. I'm sure you're [6.middle-class] enough to understand [7.That Santa doesn't exist]. I'm returning [8.The pictures from LA], but I'll keep [9.My virginity] as a memory. You should also know that I [10.Always have felt dirty before] [11.Oprah Winfrey imitations].[12. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail] Go burn! -Al-Zachary

hahahaha!!! cali lah~ p ngalih jua ku ngusai~ haha!!!

-I tagged:

sapa saja. :)

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Tagged from Rhy n Amoy

What's the relationship of you with him/her?

- They r my coursemates :) n my friends~

impression towards him/her

- dorang pakai zach's lang tuu~

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?

- hmm.. apa ah~ dorang pakai zach's lang kali~ (majal~)

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?

- apa ah~ i think.. Dorang dua ani baik berabis arh ku!! BNR!!

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...

- nda dpt eyh~ sorang dah berpunya.. sorang lagi kan cnfirm kana punyai~ haha!! (ok tuh my ah~?)

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...

-Never.. cos i believe them.. n i can count on them~ :) Rox girls!

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....

- majal ah~ nya urg nda dpt ah!!! haha!

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?

- dorang buruk2kan aku?? or.. dorang banci aku sal aku femes?? hahah!!!!!

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?

- jadi yg terbaik utk mereka berdua :)

The overall impression on him/her is?

- Love u guys tue~

How do you think people around you feel about you?

- manalah ku tau~ aku ukan psycho~ (salah ah~ bnrnya psychic)

The character of you about yourself is?

- Nyanyah~ n ketawa nda beranti (no wonder i look young) cheh~

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?

-pemalas.. and suka buat things last minute :p

The most ideal person you wanna be is?

- banyak kan diungkapkan.. ganya aku mau.. kalau ku becakap atuh.. bermakna.. ukan hanya omongan~ yg bener!!

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them

- for u.. i will.. :)

10 people you tag

1. Gaara

2. Zeelah

3. Gaara

4. Teaky

5. Zuriah

6. Hill

7. Poopy

8. Zatie

9. B

10. Emi

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?

- HS? haha!!!

No. 3 is a female or male?

- Male..

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

- c Poop n Emi... hmmm.. nanti ku tanya ah~

How about No. 5 and No. 8

- cannot..both bini2~and no.8 dah ada yg punya.. yg no. 5.. ada chance lagi lah utk kamu tackle~ hehe

What is No. 1 studying about?

- ND in Business n Finance

Is No. 4 single?

- YES!!!! kan2 teaky??

Say Something about No. 6

- He is my buddy d skulah~ haha~

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