Al-Zachary Erdawan™

Hujungnya..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 02:48:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum... its been like 2 months now hidup ber-single.. what all i can say now... im oryte.. :) maybe bukan jodoh or wat so ever.. i dun want to wait lagi and hoping too much.. tho aku pernah sayang ia.. and masih mengharap ia kembali, tapi tidak lagi sekarang.. aku mahu terus berjalan.. pasal.. aku stresk sudah memikirkannya... mcm ngaleh saja ku memikir pasal ia if ia nda memikirkan sal aku..? true wat?? all i can say is now.. Terima Kasih and Sorry if aku nyakitkan hatimu balik2~ tidak pernah terlintas di fikiran utk menjadikan tali yang dulu kita ikat menjadi begini.. (deep eyh) hehehe~ well... thats the fact that i have to swallow now.. :)

Today... aku membuat keputusan... jgntah buat apa2 yg boleh menyakitkan diri sendiri.. aku mau jauh dari ia.. aku mau buat dinding sebesar tembok german supaya aku nda ingat ia... or apa2 saja yg boleh leads to ia... enuff saying of ia... HAHAHA!!!

aku jua yg bodoh sebnrnya memberikan hatiku 100% arhnya... sedangkan ia hanya membagi 50% kali.. pasal.. ndakan sampai ia menjadikan perkara ani cemani kan~ (bah masih jua pasal ia ani).... okay2~ aku mahu... nda jua mennunggu, nda jua mencari utk yg baharu.. :) biar lah jodoh menentukan segalanya.. kalau aku sama ia hanya bertahan 5 bulan saja.. manatau yg baharu ani... utk selama2nya~ hehe~ amin~ doakan aja~ :)

yatah akibatnya nie.. kalau hidup berada sentiasa di atas, bila ia d bawah, teruk berabis lah~ mcm hidupku skrg ani.. needs to be disusun semula.. hidupku berserabut lately... kerja yang harus diantar, alum beantar.. nasib jua kana bagi extension... pasal apa tu nah?? otak nda dpt berfikir dengan sempurna... bukan ku malas.. tapi nda dpt concentrate kan membuat sesuatu pekerjaan...

Tapi... yg ku appreciate bnr... My Family n frens~ dorang reli2 help me.. to pick me up when i was down... dorang bagi kata2 semangat secara langsung or nda... aku terima saja.. walau perit, namanya advice.. mesti jua ditelan... and.. now.. penerusan hidupku harus dilaksanakan~ Cita-cita ku harus ku usahakan... bila dah berjaya nanti... barutah dpt goyang kaki.. hehe~ :)

Mcm aku kehabisan apa kan diceritakan... :s haha~ so.. i see u guys next time ye~ tata~ Aslm...

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Missing You..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 02:30:00 +0000

Each day is so slow and so hard because no matter how hard I try to reveal my heart you can't see it. I'm just resent the time that's gone by. No matter how much time changes, I'm always sad. One more time even though it hurts, I should have loved a little more. I'll laugh only for you, I'll cry only for you. One more time like the hot sun of the sky, I'll love all of you forever..only you. Though you never give a damn about me as much as you always did in the past, I'll never change. And I just want to say:

" I Miss You"

Jai Ho - PCD Dance

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sat, 02 May 2009 05:49:00 +0000

Adakan dihafalkan.. pi so far.. aku hafal dah... :) Lawakan the dance moves~ :) I will perform it tonyte.. at my nini Alai's surprise bfday party.. :) Last nyte.. Super Fun! aku mamam d ahan thai ah.. bah2~ adang menyeleweng zek.. tuh bukumu melagau ah~ nya.. nda g ku kana pegang.. :p Wish me Luck for my dance tonyte, my teaching tomorrow and my exam next week.. :p gila eyh~ tight schedule.. Fighting!!! :)

M - miss ya! :)

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Menyeleweng..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Fri, 01 May 2009 06:06:00 +0000

Seriously.. i need to Focus!!!! mcm dari start revision week, sikit saj abaru ku belajar.. mcm 1% lah cematu.. Gila?!!! i noe ryte!!!

So, kemarin, aku kan post, p aku lupa and tired berabis.. Bah, kan becerita tah ku nie.. Kemarin morning i sent M to Padang kebajikan sebab ia malas skulah awal :p(tapikan, ia skulah kul 7.30, aku ngantar 8.30.. alat sejam ganya :p) haha!! So, aku hantar ia, then balik rumah, konon kan buat revision, p mcm menjwb soalan quiz d FB plg ku.. (menyeleweng agen) then around 11ish, aku ke hospital, membawa Adikku Aan ada appointment d Ortho specialist RIPAS lah.. sampai jua kul 12 lalu, tekana traffic jamm jua ku.. Then balik rumah, nda batah balik, ke UBD g ku.. ad briefing pasal my Teaching Assistanceship (From 18th May 2009 sampai 16th June 2009) kira sebulan lah... ill be posted to Sekolah Rendah PPS Di Raja Sahibul Bandar Gadong with Hilmi sepet.. so yeah~ gud luck to all of us!! hehe.. Then balik rumah, kan revised lagi, p mcm menyeleweng lagi stalking org d Blog2 and mlm, aku belatih menari.. Seriously!! Payah tarian Jai Ho ah~ mcm lam Vcnya, sanang.. -_-".. sampai aherlah kami belatih..

Hari ani.. hmm.. letme see.. i went to the TelBru thingy this morning with my brother and kononya kan mendptkan hadiah Free Espeed Rental for a year.. akhirna hanya dpt goodie bag.. -_-" mcm.. pakal saja ada makanan and makanannya nyaman, lau nda.. bek plg tdur.. :) then balik rumah..

Hahahaha!!! atuhlah cetanya for today.. yet lah.. mcm later mlm, we have dinner Ahan Thai Jubilee, kana pgl oleh my Nini.. :) then latenya lagi ada dance practice lagi.. and actually now, i wanted to do my Teaching stuff for this Sunday.. p kan.. menyeleweng lagi.. :p bah kan buat tah ku nie~ so that krg aku kan ke Yayasan ofice, memprint n segala lah~ :) hehe..

Chao Chin Chao!!! Salamat Po!!! :)

So Cute!!! lau ada bnr2 ku jumpa, ku gigit ya berabis!!!!!

Message:

M - Saranghaeyo!!!

Poop - Adang menyeleweng.. and aku ambil title mu as my title of this post.. sal aku menyeleweng jua..

Hill - REVISE TAH!!!!

Zur - Relax ko revise ah.. jaga kesihtan atuh, parut ah.. Jaga... ochey??

Gwan - jgn ko stress ah~ sabar.. Fighting!

B - Go Gagas!!!

Ser - Happy nie... ata main???

Hong - -_-

Ain - Get well soon..

Emi - U Go Gurl!!!

Semua - Kamsahamida... :p

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Lately..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 13:02:00 +0000

Hey peeps.. wah~ lama bnr dah ku nda update ah.. banyak perkara happened to me.. apa2 saja ah~ lemme ingatkan..

1. My Kazen;s wedding.. (atuh sudah kali ah)
2. I went to Korea for holiday.. (go to my fb for pixes)
3. i had a lot of family functions going on.. and therell be 2 more fnctions coming.
4. EXAMS!!!! .... is coming.. Owh God~ Help me wif this..
5. I Love U.. ahahaha!!!! yeah.. U.. :p

Im happy.. too happy lately.. tapinya kdg2 membari takut jua happy2 saja ani.. karang.. sedihnya.. Nauzubillah~ fighting! kan exam.. wish me luck for my exam people.. and plz pray for my success... AMIN!!! :) wat else yeah... im bored now actually.. dats y im updating my blog.. aku mau tukar theme ku jadi.. mcm.. This blog is dedicated to my life... my feelings.. and so on.. Well basically about myself lah.. lambat~ ;p

Today.. i woke up early as i promised to my Vietnamese frens.. (dari kemarin dah dorang dtg brunei, so aku bawa jalan2 lah, kesian ku, ndakan dorrang kemari, tani nda menjemput and bawa jalan2 kan???) So d mlm aku bawa ke tempat2 yg dpt bawa dorang lah.. eg. Masjid (dari luar), Jerudong Park, Mall gdg, Kpg Ayer, Empire, etc lah~ hen tadi pagi aku bawa dorang jalan2 pakai boat d Kpg ayer, then jalan2 masuk masjid, then makan ambuyat.. hehe.. overall dorang happy lah wif my hospitality.. alhamdulillah.. hehe~

After that, jln2 wif M, ke ubd, buat course evaluation and jumpa Hill, Zur, Poop n Ravie d UBD.. then antar M balik, then balik rumah.. then tetdur.. hahaha!!! then sampai sekarang.. online aje~ ;p..

Atuh saja for today.. feeling: Happy.. :)

Adios~
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Hola...

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 03:06:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum.. KAN!!! aku kenal DJ Aliff!!! aku nda tipu kali ah~ p kan.. lam gmbr ani.. mcm aku randah??? aku tinggi jua dari ia~ hahaha!!!! DJ Aliff was my neighbor masa kami tinggal d lmbk dulu.. p dulu kami pgl abg pijal~ hehe.. ani lain tia kami pgl.. awu.. malar ku jumpa d rtb ah.. ntah.. nda ia kenal.. maklum.. aku mikin hansem.. *nah.. ada lagi urg prasan ah*... bah atuh saja ah~ hehehe... Go Dj Aliff!!!!

Its official..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 14:59:00 +0000

It official starting from today... u and me.. :)
<3 145... :)

Another Day..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 16:12:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum.. How r u guys?? AKu fening~ dunno y~ haha! im webcam-ing wif poop ryte now.. hehe.. cian ia.. she just lost her grandmom yg d Pasai.. Al-Fatihah utk mulah nini c poop. Moga2 rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan diletakkan bersama-sama insan yang tersayang oleh Allah. Amin...

Well, today.. i woke up around 11 ish kali.. mcm aku cnfident kan bgun kul 8~ haha!!! luan bah aher tdur d mlm atuh.. POT ku.. ada progress lah.. p mcm.. alum jua mau siap2nya~ batah ah~ kepada yg siap atuh.. AKU JELEZ!!! haha!! bnr2 aku jelez.. bnr ah~ lapas siap pot ani.. and kuar elauns, aku mau stay d hotel.. aku mau relax.. tdur sepanjang hari~ wahwahwah~ alangkah seronok itu~ SO, dari ptg sampai mlm aku d rumah hill.. me, hill n zur buat kaja.. (p hill, ia main game plg) sampai nda kami teconcentrate.. actuallynya kan ngajar adik c hill, adik aiman namanya.. Maths.. i tot Maths D.. rupanya A.Maths~ payah lagi tuh~ hahah!! ahernya.. ahad ani tah saja ku bawa kazenku yg pandai atuh ke sana.. And.. lupaku..

CONGRATULATION MD.DANIAL AIZAT sebab mendapat 8 o level!! hehe~ im so proud of u!! reli2 i am!! at least, ada jua sodaraku pandai~ haha!! and.. hepi belated Bfday to u~ 11.3 masatuh~ hehe~ sorry nada hadiah.. hanya doaku sentiasa berada disisimu selalu.. :)

bah2~ buat pot atuh... 40 pages more to go~ hahaha!!! nadaeyh! banyak ah~ mudahan aku dpt siapkan b4 ahad.. aku mau ahad.. berehat~ relax2 aja~ :)

To u (u noe who u r): Sarangeheyo!!! :)

Crazy~

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:14:00 +0000

Assalamualikum.. its been like a crazy semester this time.. banyak wah assignments nda bagi chan.. nda jua ku tekabir mun cemani ani.. p nada alasan.. Fighting!!! (eyh mengorea udah ah)... FYI.. im done watching Yuhee The Witch, My Girl n Coffee Prince.. To Zur - mun cuti g, aku mau liat next ah.. ko tau apa ku minat kan??? haha~

Awal ani actually, i wanna do my POT assignments, sekali mcm aku malas, n nada idea.. (sbnrnya ada idea, p more to malas lah kali) mcm.. sunyi rasaku blog ku ani.. mcm nada serinya lagi~ yatah.. aku post new update ani.. hehe~ sal aku rindu bloging jua..

Mari becerita apa ku buat hari ani...

Tadi pagi.. as usual, Maths class, nda ku amsuk sal aku sampai UBD around 8.45am~ haha!!! sal i had to send my sis-in law to the hospital sal ia minta antar.. then mcm i called sanah.. then.. she didnt answer it at first.. sekali d msgnya ku.. " u call?" haha!! nadaeyh~ awulah ah~ sal aku kan minjam speakernya.. sekali aku sampai UBD, ambil c Sangnah d hostel, then ke kampus.. Then makan, then jalan, then jumpa Zur, then pikir sal apa kan di buat utk science class.. Info: Tadi me, hill n zur had our science presentation (sbnrnya peer-teaching, p c hill nda sengaja terubah jadi presentation -_-) by which the topic was teaching pupils using inquiry approach. So, we chose to teach The Water Cycle.. well, it went well actually.. just like i expected (mcm bnr) haha!! p okay lah~ at least Dr Romaizah said, " this group is the first one to do this" haha!! im nt sure it was a compliment or wat.. hehe~ looking to a brighter side.. COmpliment! haha!!

Then during luch time, we went to KFC Giant.. (Thnx Hill cos treating me makan agen!!) hehe~ sal ia kaya~ huhu~ then went to iant for plastic folders. then lepak-ing arh the foodcourt.. and Hill started kan buat kaja.. ahernya my laptop habis batt.. haha!! so we went back to UBD..

At UBD, semua nada mood kan buat kaja, so i just burnt all our interviews to the CDs cos we today was the duedate for that assignments. Then c Hill belangau, and malas kan buat kajanya.. hahaha!!! Kami saja masuk for malay class.. In malay class, Siuk!!!! Kami nyanyi berabis~ tho i only got a chance to sing 2 lines of the 'Seribu Tahun' song where the lines are... "Relaku Menunggumu, Seribu Tahun Lama Lagi, Tabi Benarkah idup, Aku Kan Selama Ini.." then it was continued by my other members. hehe~ siuklah~

Then mlm, i went to Madewa for Smbhyg jemaah+Baca yassin n Tahlil.. Mcm.. as usual, i was late~ haha!!! selalu tuh~ sampai 10ish i think.. then balik rumah.. got nothing to do.. except for looking for resources on wat to be included to my POT assignments.. until.. now.. im writing for my new post.. hehe~

My assignments: (cheng2)

1. POT2 - to write a 50 pages of report of one-to-one teaching. (due - This Monday)
2. Malay presentation on Jenis Ayat (Tuesday)
3. English Teaching - Present Continuous Tense (Monday, 30th March)
4. Science oberservation report (ASAP)
5. Teaching science, outside the classroom (ASAP)
6. Jawi - Kajian (ASAP)
7. apa lagi kamu ah~ (fening dah)

...and... btw.. my Teaching Assistanceship will be at the SR. Pengiran Pekerma Setia Diraja Sahibul Bandar Gadong.. just 5mins drive from my home.. :)... cant wait.. really!

To my kazen - Abg Yus n Ka Nad~ SELAMAT PENGANTI BARU (sorry nada pixnya d sini) hehe. semoga ikatan ini kekal abadi.. :) Amin~

To those yg emnyambut bfdaynya - Hepi Bfday... sorry if aku nda tegreet kamu on the real day~ sal.. ukan lupa tu.. tapi busy.. (ALASAN!) hahaha!!!

and..... lastly..... OMG!! my work~ i have to do it now.. haha~ c u guys soon~ Aslm.. Tc..

Al-Zach.18.

Tanah Brunei Darussalam Tercinta

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:10:00 +0000

Berhadapan samudra China,
Dihimpit tanah rasaksa,
Digarisi ombak yang indah pantainya,
Itulah tanah airku tercinta.

Di tanah itu aku dilahirkan ibu,
Di tanah itu tumpah darah ke bumi,
Di tanah itu kini aku berdiri,
Di tanah itu nanti aku mati.

Kuikrar janji dalam hati,
Akan berjihat di tanah ini,
Di tanah yang kucintai,
Tempat aku berhutang budi.

Terpahat sudah sumpah setia,
Ingin berbakti sehingga mati,
Berbakti kepada bangsa negara,
Negara Brunei Darussalam yang kucinta.

Penulis: ZeeHamit/08
dipetik dari: zeelahworld.blogspot.com

Hari-hariku..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 01:30:00 +0000

+sigh+ kalau kamu nampak aku mcm okay saja... tapi dalam hatiku dan fikiranku.. bermacam-macam sebenarnya ku fikirkan... aku fikir pasal.. studyku.. susah bah.. the pressure is always on since the first day i set foot in here.. then now is the 4th semester.. people changed.. and.. yeah.. i am too changed... but.. the question is.. do i changed for the better or for the worst? let be that for u to judge.. biarlah.. just go wif the flow.. dun think hard on things that cannot be solved or done.. Seriously.. i feel alone lately.. :s enuff of that!! Now.. assignments.. i noe ppl hate to do this.. but we have no choice to say no to that... so have to do it! Fighting.. :) then.. paksa buatlah! hehe~ banyak assignments that need to be look at or done soon.. the due is coming.. :p

Detik Pilu..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 14:25:00 +0000

Gurauan terakhir masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga menyebabkan Siti Nurhaliza amat terasa kehilangan bapanya

AIR matanya tidak putus-putus mengalir membasahi pipinya yang gebu. Kadang-kadang kelihatan seperti hilang punca. Begitulah keadaan Datuk Siti Nurhaliza kerana kehilangan bapanya, Tarudin Ismail, 67, yang meninggal dunia kerana sakit jantung.

Siti yang matanya agak kemerahan kerana digenangi air mata, pada mulanya seperti susah hendak mengeluarkan kata-kata. Bukan kerana tidak mahu ditemu bual tetapi mungkin kerana terlalu hiba.

Biar berdepan dengan situasi getir, sebelum pembedahan dijalankan, bapanya saling mengusik mereka sekeluarga seolah-olah seperti tiada apa yang berlaku. Usikan dan gurauan itu masih segar dalam kenangan Siti.

“Seperti biasa, abah sempat bergurau sebelum dia ke bilik pembedahan. Malah abah ada cakap kepada Siti, dia belum mati lagi dan tak perlu menangis.

“Kami juga sempat mengusik sesama sendiri untuk mengajaknya pergi memancing selepas ini kerana abah memang gemar melakukan aktiviti itu.

“Tapi Tuhan lebih sayangkannya dan kehilangan abah dalam sekelip mata, tiba-tiba. Itu yang sedikit sebanyak membuatkan Siti terkilan dan berasakan kehilangannya,” katanya dalam nada sebak sambil memberitahu mereka sempat berbisik ke telinga Allahyarham selepas menjalani pembedahan dan tidak sedarkan diri.

Apabila keadaan menjadi semakin tenang, penyanyi itu berkata, sebelum pembedahan dilakukan, bapa dan emaknya kelihatan berbelah bagi terutama apabila doktor yang merawatnya berterus terang bahawa peluang dan risiko yang diambil hanyalah lima peratus.

“Abah sendiri bertanyakan pendapat kami, malah selepas diyakinkan oleh doktor yang bertugas, dia sendiri yang menandatangani borang kebenaran melakukan pembedahan itu,” katanya.

Kata Siti, mereka juga ramai-ramai membacakan Yasin dan berselawat. Menurutnya, sepanjang hari kelmarin, ruang wad hospital dipenuhi dengan keluarga dan saudara maranya. Ketika bapanya berada di dalam keadaan kritikal, seluruh insan yang menyayanginya berada dekat untuk menatap wajahnya di tepi katil.

Secara kebetulan pemergian bapa kandungnya itu ketika Siti masih berada dalam kedukaan kerana kira-kira tiga bulan sebelum itu, penyanyi itu kehilangan bapa mentuanya, Muhammad Jiwa Abdullah pada 22 November tahun lalu.

Tarudin Ismail meninggal dunia kerana jantung, komplikasi buah pinggang dan kencing manis di Hospital Pakar Ampang Puteri, pada Ahad lalu (15 Februari) kira-kira jam 11.50 pagi.
Ternyata sekebal mana pun hatinya, kali ini Siti tidak dapat menahan kepiluan sehingga air matanya tidak henti-henti mengalir kerana kehilangan orang yang disayanginya.

Air matanya jatuh bercucuran dan dalam keredaan serta akur dengan ketentuan Yang Maha Esa, terbit juga rasa terkilan di hati penyanyi yang baru saja melancarkan album baru berjudul Lentera Timur ini.

Malahan kali terakhir, Siti dilihat bersama arwah bapanya di mata umum ialah sewaktu melancarkan album terbarunya itu pada 14 Januari lalu. Tarudin meninggalkan seorang balu, Salmah Bachik, 57, dan enam anak.

Sementara itu, pengurus yang juga kakak ipar kepada Siti, Rozi Abdul Razak, sekitar jam 2 pagi lagi bapa mentuanya mula mengadu berasa ‘lain macam’, menyebabkan dia dibawa ke hospital terdekat untuk mendapatkan rawatan lanjut. Mereka kembali ke rumah di Kuala Lipis kira-kira jam 4 pagi dan keadaan semakin tenat apabila Tarudin rebah di ruang tamu, akibat serangan jantung pertama jam 5 pagi.

Kata Rozi, ibu mentuanya menghubungi semua anak dan menantunya yang berada di Kuala Lumpur untuk memaklumkan keadaan bapa mereka.

Seterusnya, Siti dan suaminya, Datuk Mohamad Khalid menghubungi pihak hospital pakar di Ampang untuk ke Kuala Lipis mengambil Tarudin.

Perjalanan dari Kuala Lumpur ke Kuala Lipis yang memakan masa lebih dua jam lebih akhirnya tiba kira-kira jam 11 pagi. Van itu tiba di pekarangan hospital pakar kira-kira jam 1 tengah hari.
Pada jam 7 malam, Tarudin menjalani pembedahan pintas biarpun terpaksa melalui pertimbangan risiko yang terlalu tipis.

Abah adalah Siti

SITI berkata, walaupun hampir semua adik- beradiknya menetap di Kuala Lumpur, tapi demi memenuhi permintaan emaknya, mereka bersepakat untuk mengebumikan jenazah bapa mereka di Kuala Lipis, Pahang.

Jenazah Tarudin dimandikan dan disembahyangkan di kediaman menantunya, Datuk K di Bukit Antarabangsa, Hulu Klang sebelum di bawa ke Kuala Lipis untuk dikebumikan di di Tanah Perkuburan Islam Kampung Tempoyang selepas solat Maghrib.

Menurut Siti, dia dan adik-beradik yang lain akan sama-sama menjaga ibunya sebaik mungkin dan pada saat genting ini, keputusan sama ada ibunya mahu tinggal di Kuala Lumpur atau Kuala Lipis masih dalam pertimbangan. Tapi jelas Siti, anak-anak lebih suka jika ibu mereka tinggal di sini.

Bagi Siti, terlalu banyak kenangan indah bersama Allahyarham yang masih diingati, bahkan kerjaya seni yang diperjuangkan Siti selama ini berkat dorongan dan sokongan ibu termasuk arwah bapanya.

Katanya, arwah bapanya yang gemar memancing ini adalah pembakar semangat kepada bakat seninya.

“Abah selalu cakap dekat Siti, abah adalah Siti dan Siti adalah abah. Maksudnya, abah mahu Siti jadi kuat menjalani kehidupan sepertinya. Mungkin juga selama ini Siti banyak mewarisi semangat yang ada di dalam dirinya.

“Walaupun orang mungkin nampak abah macam garang dan serius, tetapi sebenarnya abah sangat sensitif dan mudah menangis terutama perkara yang membabitkan anaknya.

“Kebelakangan ini terutama sejak dua bulan lalu, abah kerap datang ke Kuala Lumpur. Selain bertemu anak dan cucunya, abah gemar memancing. Bayangkan dua hari sebelum dia rebah kerana serangan jantung, dia masih lagi pergi memancing di Klang bersama abang Siti, Ayie,” katanya.

Sementara itu, Datuk K yang ditemui di kediamannya memberitahu kehilangan bapa mentuanya cukup dirasai apatah lagi selang tiga bulan sebelum ini bapa kandungnya juga kembali ke rahmatullah.

Akur dengan suratan Ilahi, usahawan terkenal ini menyifatkan arwah bapa mentuanya sebagai seorang yang sangat kelakar, tetapi amat sensitif dan mudah terasa hati.

“Pernah satu hari, dia (Allahyarham) meminta bantuan saya untuk menggantikan tayar keretanya yang sudah lama. Lalu, saya bersedia menghantar pemandu membereskan hal itu. Bagaimanapun, pada hari yang dijanjikan untuk menunaikan permintaannya, saya ada hal pula hingga melambatkan bantuan yang ingin diberi.

“Alih-alih, dia sendiri yang menukar gantikan tayarnya di kedai. Ketika bertemunya kembali, mujur dia tidak sentap, cuma saya sendiri yang mula rasa tidak senang hati.

“Minggu lalu, saya dan Siti ada berjumpanya di Kuala Lipis. Ketika itu, gembiranya bukan kepalang dan kedatangan kami disambut dengan hidangan tiga ekor ikan paling sedap di sana. Ikan itu dimasak emak Siti dengan menu pelbagai seperti masakan kari, masak lemak tempoyak dan digoreng,” katanya.

Menurut Datuk K lagi, kalau ada masa terluang bersamanya, arwah suka bercerita mengenai anak-anaknya terutama Ayie kerana mereka selalu pergi memancing bersama.

“Memancing ibarat satu terapi keseronokan untuknya. Dia ada menyebut untuk membeli alatan memancing baru bersempena hari lahir Ayie, baru-baru ini. Lalu, Siti nak bagi duit tetapi ditolak, tetapi Siti tetap berkeras dengan tindakannya. Keesokan harinya, mereka pergi membeli alatan memancing itu dan hasilnya ketika memancing di Klang, tangkapan yang diperoleh cukup banyak,” kata Datuk K yang menganggap Ayie seorang anak yang baik kerana mampu menjaga bapanya dengan baik sekali.

Terkilan tak penuhi hajat arwah

Datuk K juga memberitahu ada beberapa perkara yang yang belum dipenuhi hingga wujud perasaan terkilan kepada dirinya dan Siti. Katanya, arwah bapa mentuanya pernah meminta beliau membuka sebuah syarikat berasaskan pertanian di Kuala Lipis untuk bekalan isteri dan anak-anaknya pada masa depan.

“Permintaannya dapat dipenuhi dan kami menubuhkan syarikat itu yang dinamakan Saldin (singkatan Salmah dan Tarudin), cuma belum sempat untuk beroperasi.

“Allahyarham gembira dengan usaha ini dan saya akan teruskan juga sebagai janji saya kepadanya. Selain itu, niat Siti dan Ayie untuk membawa Allahyarham ke tanah suci tidak dapat dipenuhi. Perkahwinan kami juga belum mampu untuk memberikan cucu kepadanya.

“Allahyarham memang sudah lama menantikan cucu daripada kami, tapi belum rezeki lagi. Malah, Allahyarham pernah memasang ikhtiar untuk membantu Siti berusaha mendapatkan anak kerana simpati dengan nasib, Siti terutama apabila membaca artikel di akhbar atau majalah yang mempersoalkan isu ini,” katanya.

sumber: berita harian online

...... Al-Fatihah...

Assalamualaikum..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 11:46:00 +0000

Ill be updating my blog soon... Kan cari bahan lu.. haha~ Sorry guys if lama berabis dah nda update.. :)

Cintaku.. Kepadamu...

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 06:38:00 +0000

Andai kau dapat melihat hatiku

Andai saja kau dapat membaca fikiranku

Betapa ruang jiwaku penuh dengan bayangan dirimu

Menghiasi hari-hariku

Senyum dan suaramu teduhkan jiwaku

Cintailah aku dengan kesungguhanmu

Jika kau hidup sehingga 100 tahun

Aku hanya ingin hidup hingga 99 tahun kerana aku tak rela hidup tanpa kau

Apa nak buat??

Aku suka semuanya tentang kau!

Tekan ke bawah jika kau merinduiku….

Tekan lagi kalau masih rindu…..

Lagi….

Masih tekan lagi???

Nampak sangat rindu…..

Aku juga sedang merinduimu…

Kalau cinta ibarat penyakit,aku tidak mahu makan ubat.

Biar aku merana diserang penyakit ini

kerana aku ingin kau tahu betapa aku mencintai kau!

Orang kata kita hanya jatuh cinta sekali saja.

Tapi setiap kali aku mendengar suaramu,

aku jatuh cinta sekali lagi!

Aku berasa sesuatu dihatiku…ia seperti bara yang kecil.

Setiap kali aku melihatmu,

bara ini menyala dan ia sungguh istimewa

kerana AKU CINTAKAN KAU!

Andai hatimu penjara,

biar aku dipenjara seumur hidupku di dalam hatimu…

Tuhan memberikan rasa cinta dalam diriku,

dan aku memberikannya kepadamu.

Tolong jangan diberikan lagi kepada orang lain.

Aku mahu kau tahu aku menyintaimu setulus hati..

bukan hipokrit…

bukan cinta palsu..

bukan ada kepentingan….

Ini adalah cinta tanpa syarat….

Aku begitu menyintaimu…..

Betapa indah pun perkataan,

tidak boleh sama untuk menyatakan cintaku padamu…

Cintaku adalah bara yang sentiasa menyaladan

semakin marak ditiup kerinduan kepadamu…..

Jika mencintaimu satu kesalahan…biar aku bersalah.

Cintaku kepadamu sangat kuat dan akan kuperjuangkan hidup ini demimu…

Cinta kita banyak ranjau.

Tapi percayalah ia tidak sedikit pun mengurangkan cintaku padamu….

Kau adalah insan teristimewa dalam hidupku

Aku tidak dapat hidup tanpamu…..

kerana kaulah nyawaku……

Mencintaimu adalah perkara terindah yang pernah berlaku dalam hidupku.

Tidak mungkin aku melupakanmu seumur hidupku.

Kaulah kekasihku yang pertama dan terakhir

dan kaulah cintaku dari dulu, kini dan untuk selamanya...

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dipetik dari zeelahworld.blogspot.com

Jalanku... Menuju Cinta..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 03:39:00 +0000

Rasanya aku pernah berada disini, berlari diantara pohon – pohon cemara, yang bergelayut tertiup angin kencang. Sebenarnya kaki inii lelah, menendang banyak kerikil yang terkadang masuk kedalam sepatu tuaku.

Sungguh aneh, berada di jalan yang sudah lama aku tinggalkan. Namun tak kuasa hati ini ingin pulang, bertemu dengan-nya, dia yang tak lelah memandang wajah kotor ini, dengan senyum lebarnya. Kedua tangannya yang selalu terbuka untuk memelukku, dan suara pelannya yang begitu manis terdengar di telingaku.

Aku tetap saja rindu, pada hati yang mencinta, walau waktu berjalan tanpa belas kasihan, meninggalkan begitu banyak cerita, begitu banyak kenangan, begitu banyak pedih.

Terkadang, dalam hitungan yang tak bisa lagi terucap, aku memikirkan dia. Diantara riuh rendah hari, suara bising orang – orang, aku menginginkan keheningan itu. Keheningan yang tercipta hanya karena aku letakkan namanya dalam hatiku.

Walau tak mungkin tahu apa yang harus kuhadapi dalam jalan ini, tapi aku tahu ada dia disana, dan ingin rasanya menyusuri ketidaktahuan, hanya untuk dia.

Jalan ini memang bukan jalan baru, namun sepasang kaki ini adalah kaki – kaki lama yang pernah kupakai sebelumnya untuk menemukan rumahku.

Sebuah rumah dengan telaga dibelakangnya, berdindingkan kehangatan, dan beratapkan doa. Dimana aku bisa masuk dan tak harus keluar lagi, dimana aku bisa berdiam, untuk waktu yang lama, hingga diri ini bisa mengalahkan waktu, dan selamanya memiliki dia.

Aku sayang dia....

Dipetik daripada Tee.

Twilight..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 01:34:00 +0000

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a teenage girl and a vampire. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother re-marries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Edward is a vampire, but he doesn't have fangs and his family is unique in that they choose not to drink human blood. Intelligent and witty, Edward sees straight into Bella's soul. Soon, they are swept up in a passionate, thrilling and unorthodox romance. To Edward, Bella is what he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when a clan of new vampires - James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) - come to town and threaten to disrupt their way of life?

ABOUT TWILIGHT: Based on the #1 New York Times Best-Selling series with over 17 million books in print by Stephenie Meyer, TWILIGHT is a cultural phenomenon, with a dedicated fan base that eagerly awaits this movie. There are over 350 fan sites devoted to TWILIGHT, and it has been chosen as the New York Times Editor's Choice, a Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year, Amazon's "Best Book of the Decade...So Far", Teen People's "Hot List" Pick, and The American Library Association's "Top Ten Best Book for Young Adults" and "Top Ten Books for Reluctant Readers," among others. Critically acclaimed director Catherine Hardwicke brings to life this modern, visual, and visceral Romeo & Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.

Siuk Cetanya!!! aku mau liat g sekali~ i watched it wif a fren.. masa mlm minggu.. show kul 11.45pm~ huhu~ aher tuh~ and aku mau liat lagi~!!! p/s: rambut lelaki ani lawa~ haha~ and sedikitlah sal cutiku ani ah~ aku beparam saja dibilikku.. d rumahku saja.. except for jalan2.. photo2 shooting~ sama my bestfren n famz saja~ haha~ siukz lah~ tho nda payah belayar2.. aku sabar saja.. nada usin.. :p bah2~ bawa n lanja aku liat twilight g ah!! haha~ thnx!! aku mau liat g mlm ani.. DVD alum tarang ah~ huhu~ (Lanj!).. i miss Deepz.. n school~ hehe~ weird~

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Di Atas Sajadah Cinta

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:05:00 +0000

"Ilahi, kasihanilah hambaMu yang lemah ini. Engkau Maha Tahu atas apa yang menimpa diriku. Aku tak ingin kehilangan cintaMu. Namun Engkau juga tahu, hatiku ini tidak mampu mengusir pesona kecantikan seorang makhluk yang Engkau ciptakan. Saat ini hamba sangat lemah berhadapan dengan daya tarikan wajah dan suaranya, ya Ilahi, berikanlah padaku cawan kesejukan untuk meletakan embun-embun cinta yang menitis-nitis dalam dinding hatiku ini. Ilahi, tuntunlah langkahku pada garis takdir yang paling Engkau redhai. Aku serahkan hidup matiku untukMu." Isak Zahid merayu kepada Tuhan yang Pencipta hati, cinta dan segala keindahan semesta.

Zahid terus meratap hiba. Hatinya yang dipenuhi gelora terus dipaksa untuk menepis noda-noda nafsu. Anehnya, semakin dia meratap embun-embun cinta itu semakin deras air mata mengalir. Rasa cinta dan rindunya pada Afirah. Dan rasa tidak ingin kehilangannya. Semua bercampur dan mengalir sedemikian hebat dalam relung hatiny. Dalam puncak munajatnya.....

ketahui kisah seterusnya di dalam novel "Di Atas Sajadah Cinta" oleh Habiburrahman El Sirazy.

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Seorang Penakut Meringkuk oleh Zeelah

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:55:00 +0000

Seorang penakut meringkuk di sudut gelap

Menatap langit yang suram

Membatin

‘Mengapa hariku selalu mendung?’

Ceria wajah gadis manis memandangnya hangat

’Mengapa kau berada dalam kelam?

Tidakkah matahari telah menebarkan senyumannya kepadamu?’

Seorang penakut menatap ceria wajah gadis manis

Yang memandangnya hangat

Membatin

’Mengapa aku tidak punya hari secerah dia?’

Ceria wajah gadis manis mengulurkan tangan’

Mari, bersamaku kita menyongsong matahari

Ia sudah tidak sabar melihatmu diselimuti cahayanya

’Sang penakut menggeleng perlahan’

Kau tidak pernah tahu rasanya takut

Kau tidak pernah menghadapi takut

Kau tidak pernah melihat takut’

Ceria wajah gadis manis berganti murung’

Tidakkah kau tahu, takutmu berwujud

karena kau sendiri yang memilih takut

Kau sendiri yang membiarkan takut melingkupi hidupmu

'Seorang penakut meringkuk di sudut gelap

Bertapa kuat tangan gadis manis menggapai

Ia terus meringkuk, rapat

Menyembunyikan diri dari terang

Membiarkan takut menyelimutinya.

dipetik dari http://zeelahworld.blogspot.com/

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Tagged from ateeQa

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 17:06:00 +0000

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kabob - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

(mencek jua ku g tuh~)

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scarred

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - The cut toenails

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water - Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family

**********Dear (the last person who leaves comment in your blog),I don't really know how to tell you this, but [1.I dislike you]. I think I realized it [2.When I saw the shrunken head]that night [3. In your camping car]in your closet and i saw you [4.Sit on] [5.Bill Clinton]. I'm sure you're [6.middle-class] enough to understand [7.That Santa doesn't exist]. I'm returning [8.The pictures from LA], but I'll keep [9.My virginity] as a memory. You should also know that I [10.Always have felt dirty before] [11.Oprah Winfrey imitations].[12. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail] Go burn! -Al-Zachary

hahahaha!!! cali lah~ p ngalih jua ku ngusai~ haha!!!

-I tagged:

sapa saja. :)

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Tagged from Rhy n Amoy

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:49:00 +0000

What's the relationship of you with him/her?

- They r my coursemates :) n my friends~

impression towards him/her

- dorang pakai zach's lang tuu~

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?

- hmm.. apa ah~ dorang pakai zach's lang kali~ (majal~)

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?

- apa ah~ i think.. Dorang dua ani baik berabis arh ku!! BNR!!

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...

- nda dpt eyh~ sorang dah berpunya.. sorang lagi kan cnfirm kana punyai~ haha!! (ok tuh my ah~?)

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...

-Never.. cos i believe them.. n i can count on them~ :) Rox girls!

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....

- majal ah~ nya urg nda dpt ah!!! haha!

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?

- dorang buruk2kan aku?? or.. dorang banci aku sal aku femes?? hahah!!!!!

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?

- jadi yg terbaik utk mereka berdua :)

The overall impression on him/her is?

- Love u guys tue~

How do you think people around you feel about you?

- manalah ku tau~ aku ukan psycho~ (salah ah~ bnrnya psychic)

The character of you about yourself is?

- Nyanyah~ n ketawa nda beranti (no wonder i look young) cheh~

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?

-pemalas.. and suka buat things last minute :p

The most ideal person you wanna be is?

- banyak kan diungkapkan.. ganya aku mau.. kalau ku becakap atuh.. bermakna.. ukan hanya omongan~ yg bener!!

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them

- for u.. i will.. :)

10 people you tag

1. Gaara

2. Zeelah

3. Gaara

4. Teaky

5. Zuriah

6. Hill

7. Poopy

8. Zatie

9. B

10. Emi

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?

- HS? haha!!!

No. 3 is a female or male?

- Male..

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

- c Poop n Emi... hmmm.. nanti ku tanya ah~

How about No. 5 and No. 8

- cannot..both bini2~and no.8 dah ada yg punya.. yg no. 5.. ada chance lagi lah utk kamu tackle~ hehe

What is No. 1 studying about?

- ND in Business n Finance

Is No. 4 single?

- YES!!!! kan2 teaky??

Say Something about No. 6

- He is my buddy d skulah~ haha~

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Tagged from teeqa~ FUNNY!!

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 10:09:00 +0000

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag people.

Are you male or female?
Get me bodied - Beyonce (hahah!!! tahu tah tuh ertinya!!)

Describe yourself!
Womanizer - Britney Spear (HAHAH!!! NGAM!! apakan??)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Bisikan Rindu - Deeba Alias (Ngam lagu kazenku tuh~)

Describe your current relationship.
Ill Kill Ber - Soko (Thnks Zati~) hahaha!!!!

Where would you like to be now?:
Tell me -Wonder Girls (haha!! apatah kaitannya nie???)

How do you feel about love?:
Made in Thailand - Nda tau~ (haha!! Cali!!)

What's your life like?:
Everything Changes - Take That (NGAM!! hahaha!!! )

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?:
Imaginasi - Nikki (DUh!!! nda pedah ah~)

Say something wise.:
Mungkir Bahagia - Hazami (apatah tuh wise about it???)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,:
Automatic - Sarah Whatmore (nda ku tau eyh~) haha!

How would you describe yourself?:
Pulang di Hari Raya - Amylea (Cubatah~ apakan???)

What do you like in a guy/girl?:
Once in a Blue Moon - Lighthouse Family (BNr tuh~ payah kan dpt bini2 yg bisai~ :p)

How do you feel today?:
Waktu Mandi - Jamrud (Tau ya aku kan mandi ah!!!! hahahaahahahaha!!! )

What is your life's purpose?:
Sweet Child of Mine - Guns N Roses (hahaha!!! aku hanya mampu ketawa)

What is your motto?:
Gone - N'Sync (hahahaha!!! padan ku selalu MIA)

What do your friends think of you?:
At Least I Still Have You - Super Junior (hahaha!! Bnrkah??)

What do you think of your parents?:
My Memory - Winter SOnata OST (nda eyh!! Dorang masih sihat!!!!! )

What do you think about very often?:
Like you'll Never See Me Again - Alicia Keys (hahahahahah!!! bnr!!!! ingau bah kan si dia~)

What is 2 + 2?:
Duty - Ayumi Hmasaki (Lagi tia~)

What do you think of your best friend?:
Takkan Ada Cinta Yang Lain - Dewi dewi (Bnr tuh~ Besties ku~ aku cinta kamu!!!)

What do you think of the person you like?:
I Surrender - Celine Dion (Hahaha!! Sikit lagi lah kan surrender~)

What is your life story?:
Keabadian Cinta - Anuar Zain (ahahahhaha!!!!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?:
Return to Serenity - Testament (APAKAN!!!??) haha!

What do you think of when you see the person you like:
Janji Padamu - Mamat (hahahahahaha!!!! Konfident!!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?:
Dilemma - Nelly & Kelly (aaawwww~ hahaha!!!)

What will they play at your funeral?:
The Animal Song - Darren Hayes (CUBATAH!!! aku mau Yasin saja!!)

What is your hobby/interest?:
Here it Comes Again - Mel C (hahaha!!!! Apakan??)

What is your biggest fear?:
Dangerously in Love - Beyonce (Bnr tuh!! takut terluka parah!! hahahaha!!!)

What is your biggest secret?:
Insatiable - Darren Hayes (hahahaha!!!)

What do you think of your friends?:
Freek - Goarge Michael (aku pun nda tau aku ada lagu atuh~ hmmph~ hahaha!!!)

Tag people :Zeelah, Gaara, Miracle, Zatie, Poop, Hill, Gwan, Azichi, Zur, Kat, Sanah n siapa saja membaca blog ku ani!!! haha!! FUN!!

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Tagged from Hill..

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:55:00 +0000

1) Write your full name with your elbow.

2) No backspacing.

3) Tag 10 people to do this.
ha mn lortfzedkrfki bnhajki ab dc hnaz mkigt
hahaha!!! lawa namaku atuh??? Ku salahkan tah jua laptopku sal keyboardnya damit~ (nda mau ngakun siku atuh tah basar ah~) haha!! pst.. catu kali namaku in russian ah~ ahha!
10 people..
Gaara, Zeelah, Teaky, Zatie, Nisya, G1, Sanah, Merol, Azichi, Zuriah

Just read it.. aha!

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 16:37:00 +0000

Got this questionnaire from Azichi~ Saja ku ambil bah~ hehe~ Nda papa kan Zichi~ hehe~

1. Are you an honest person? So far.. hmph... I think so.. (20 secs after that)
2. Do you love chocolates?Yes.. but they shrink my shirts~
3. What would you do if sum1 tries 2 flirt with you? Check2 lu ia~ Ok kah nda?? Lau ok... Apa g???
4. If someone you hate calls you what would you say? Lawakan caller ringtone ku atuh??
5. Someone spoke bad about you what would you do?Alhamdulillah.. dpt pahala~ teruskan saja~
6. People think love is all about having sex. Is this true? 110% NOT TRUE!!!
7. Would you feel hurt if someone you love is with someone else?alum lagi 'with', baru teliat ada urg begatal arhnya pun dah ku marah!!! hahaha!!! OVER-much~
8. Do you get jealous easily?YUP!! esp yg ku sayang~
9. Would you kill your enemy if you had the chance to?Nope.. Revenge is a better idea..
10. Someone is eyeing your boyfriend/girlfriend,what would you do?Baie kali!!! Napa?? Gatal dah??? Hahaa!!! (over eyh~)
11.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?Yup.. Percaya pada Qadak dan Qadar~
12. Do you hate gays? Depends~
13. Do you think being different is awkward?Nope~ i believe that every individual is not the same to others~ we r unique from others~
14. Does a color of a person bothers you? Nda pun~ (Zek's Lang)
15.Have you ever eaten ants?'Ter' pernah~ p kalau 'me' nda lah!!!
16.Are you currently in a relationship?Single brabez~ (dgn mata and bahu hill!!)
17.Are you tall or short?i think i considered tall n cute~ :P (mau tah jua~)
18.Do you wish to be someone else?YESH!!! how i wish~
19.What are your favourite colours?At the mo' - Purple, Gray and Light Brown
20. Can you tell if a person is in love with you?hmph.. ntah ah~ nda~ haha!!! (sal atuh tah kali aku single) p excet ia gtau yg ia suka aku.. (DUH!! obviously!!)
21.Where do you want to be right now?Besidenya~
22.Do your friends call you names?hmph.. adakah kamu?? kalau ada.. gtau ah~ haha!!
23.Do you sing?YUP!!!
24.Have you broken someone’s heart so bad that you cried?Ada jua~ 2, 3 hearts atuh~ haha!!!
25.Can you cook?Ada jua~ bleh jua aku ani dikategorikan pandai memasak~
26. What was the last thing you bought? apa ah~ Photocopy paper atuh kira kah tuh???
27. Do you miss anyone?Selagi jasad dikandung badan, selagi itulah aku merindui ia~ setiap hembusan nafas yang ku berikan seerti dengan rasa rinduku terhadapnya~ (OVER!!!! Deep eyh~) hahaha!!!!

bah2~ revise tah zek~ ko atuh nda jua hebat bnr~ mesti belajar~~!! FIGHTING!! cheh~ (sejak bila???) haha!!! Say 'I Love You' to me~ thnx~ Then ill say ' I Love You Too' to u~ hahaha!!

Btw.. Dun forget to VOTE for HILL!!!! type P2F HILL 1 or 5 or 10 or 50!! and send it to 8885555. every vote costs 50c~ plz do vote!!! ayte!!! Thnx!! I reli dun want him to tekeluar~ Thats his Dream.. to be a recognized-singer~ ayte?? plz do vote for him~

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Another One~

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 11:17:00 +0000

1. What color is your hair?- hitam~ Emo kali ah~

2. Who were your last three texts from?- hm.. Hill, Hill n Hill..

3. Is anything bothering you right now?- Yes!! Exams!!

4. Do you remember your kindergarten teacher’s name?- Nope cos i never went to any kindergarden school.. :P

5. Would you rather go to a party or go out of town?- Out of town~ cos i love being awayfrom home~ haha!!

6. What was the last thing you ate?- A Banana

7. If you could get back in touch with anyone who would it be?- My old frens~

8. What’s on your bedroom floor?- Carpet~ ahha!! ive just cleaned my room this afternoon~

9. What time did you wake up to this morning?-Around 10ish.. I tot it was 1 in the afternoon already~ haha!

10. What are you doing today?- hmph.. Eating, Chatting, Watching TV, Sleeping then Surfing.. thats it so far..

11. What did you do yesterday?- Attending the UBD Gala Night!!

12. Describe your current shirt?- Short and a shirt marked 9 at the back

13. Where was your fs default picture taken?- at the hallway in my house

14. Which movie did you last see in theatres?- HSM 3 (Shy to admit it but who cares!!!?)

15. Who were the last people you ate with?- My Family during luchtime..

16. When were you last on a boat?- Ramadan season cos we went to our kampong's cemetry

17. When you have kids would you want a boy or a girl first?- Rezeki Allah~

18. Where are you right now?- in my room, watching Ayat2 Cinta at the same wime wif Kazeel.

19. Do you drink your soda from a straw?- Nope~
20. What was the last thing someone bought for you?- Makanan by Zur yesterday.

21. Where will you be two months from now?- 2 months - january yes? New Semester!! ergh~

22. What color of hoodie did you wear last?- mine r all black..

23. Are you alone?- yes.

24. Who did you last hang out with?- my Family..

25. What did you do last weekend?- Went to UBD Gala Nyte

26. Are you still besties with the same people you were besties with a year ago?- OFCOS!!

27. What is your current status?- Im single and available - if that ur asking!! haha~

28. When did you last go to the beach?- UBD Beach Carnival last sunday

29. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?- Yes.. cos she is my mom~

30. Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?- I think so i am~

31. Have you ever had your heart broken?- Many times..

32. Have you ever broken someone's heart?- Im human too~

33. Talk to any of your exes?- yes.. there r my frens now~

34. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?- there is no regrets in life just experiences~ (thats the vision)

35. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?- i dunno, ask my exes~

36. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- yup~ if their's excuses are making any sense.

37. Do you want to get married?- OFCOS!!

38. Have you told anyone you'd marry them?- isnt that would be silly??.

39. How many times have you really truly been in love?- hmph.. Many times~

Questionnaire~

noreply@blogger.com (Al-Zachary Erdawan) — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 11:01:00 +0000

what's the time now?

7.01pm
what had happened yesterday?

Kemarin.. I went to Uni as usual then went for UBD Gala Nyte (It was awesome!!)
currently listening to?

Litening to the ayat-ayat cinta's sound
current mood?

Nervous cause exam is just around the corner
do you attend school this morning?

Nope cause its Sunday!!
where are you lastnight from 7.30 till 9.30pm?

Goldstone Ballroom, Centrepoint.
what are you wearing?

now u mean?? hmph.. short n a shirt marked 9 on the back
waiting for someone?

Not exactly..
did you cry lastnight?

Nope.. i think so..
are you freak?

I think so.. haha!!
who's the last person miss called you?

ezam_68

where's the person who has your heart right now?
Nda tau~
are you seeking for happiness?

Im quite happy with my life at the moment.
what's your current shampoo?

Watever in the shower room.
shower gel?

Mark n Spencer.
did you have a fought with someone yesterday?

I think so.. Nope..
who's the person who gave you hug yesterday?

Kay... I think~ (frenship hug that is~)
what did you do yesterday at 5.30pm?

at home - wanted to go to the centrepoint
have you ever slapped anyone's face?

Nope.. being slapped.. YES!!
are you a stubborn person?

I think so.. YES!!
did you cry a lot last august?

YES!!! cause i was leaving my VN's frens at that time.
do you hate someone?

No one~ (by Alicia Keys) haha!
can you count how many shirt that you have?`

U expect me to count all my shirts?? Its a LOT!!
do you have a crush on someone?

Yes.. I am~
is there any special day this month?

2/11 - My sis in law's bfday

9/11 - UBD Beach Carnival

11/11 - my bro's 7th Wed Anni

12/11 - UBD Public Outreach Programme at the Mall Gdg

15/11 - UBD Gala Nyte
Have you ever liked/loved someone so much that it hurt?

Ofcos~ it made me sleepless that time.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?

Im happy at the more being single. So far so gud~ :p
Have you ever had your heart broken?

Few times.
Do you think you'll end up with the person you are dating or crushing on?

I don't have any at the mo.. so how to answer your question??